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Name: Ben
Age: 18
Joined: Dec 30, 2006
Location: idaho
Country: United States of America
Status: Engaged
Sexuality: Straight
Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
Religion: FTW
Body Type: Average
About Me
me is i luv with amber she is perfect she is everything to me i wish me could b with her but i cant......which really sucks...me luvs her very much nothin more else i could ask for......she understands what i am going threw..and i understand what she is going threw in life..we r ment to be..nothing can tear us apart...nothing!! so if u fuck with her u fuck with me and trust me i will kick your ass ova the dam computer...!!
me and amber r now engaged i luv her so much
Everybody should believe in fate and dreams do come trew!!!!
I just came down here to tell you.
It rains in heven all day, every day.
Dont believe that the weather is perfect
the day u die.....
i cant control my anger
i want to know the reason of life.
if i were to give you my heart would you take it gently and care for it greatly or would you take it and show everyone what fool i am?
if i were to give you my heart would you put another hole in it or would you try and repair the damages past lovers have done?
if i were to give you my heart would you care for it everday and treat it as as your most prized possision or would discard it quickly?
if i were to give you my heart how will i know you'll take extra care of my Already Broken and Bleeding Heart?
Thinking of you,where you are.
We pray for our sorrows,to end and
hope that our hearts will blend,
know i will step forword and realize this wish.
And who knows:
starting a new journy may not be so
Hard or maybe it already has begun
There are many worlds
But they share the same sky
One sky, one destiny
R.I.P Aimee Marie Souza i miss her so much nov.2 1990-may 27-2005
if i am not on here i am on aol me aim is iamrebelz
As i sit here in this dark cold world
with a brokin and bleeding heart i think of what pain and misory i have put apon u i think about my mistakes as i think about u my soul has been beatin within me and is being distroyed and is tearing me down peice by piece as i lay here tossing and turning thinkin of u i realize all i have done is turn your world upside down as i lie to myself by thinking that you did fix my broken bleeding heart all u did was tear it out of me and destroy it as i sit here in the corner as the blood poors from my rists i ask myself why....why would u do this to yourself when i finally realize i have been alone my whole life as i sit here i think of a better life as i sit here i ask myself could you have changed if u did how would it be any different then what it is know as the blood from my rists forms a pool on the floor i start to lose faith in my self as i sit here waiting to pass on i finally figure out what casued this it was never you in the first place i realize that i am a failure as i start to see a bright light in the distance i ask myself do u want to walk into it or fix your mistakes as time passes i begin to feel cold as the blood on the floor begins to dry u finally make a dession u will not walk into light u will try to fix your mistakes as i lay here in the corner in the darkness as i start to realize i havnt broken anyones heart i have been punishing myself as i faid away i finaly giveing up faiding away to never be awaken again. as i lay here in the corner beging to fall away from this cold harsh world i see u in the distance as u get closer and closer i notice it isnt u at all it is the devil coming to take me as he gets closer he finally gets to me he stops and looks at me he gives me two choices to stay and fix my mistakes or i can go with him as i lay there trying to think about my two choices as the blood on the floor begins to smell i think about u i think of what i could do to make u forgive me as he tells me to make my chocie fast cause there isnt much time i finally make my choice i figured that u will never forgive me for what i did as he takes my hand and pulls me away i picture u in my head and start to cry my choice is final i tell myself as he pulls me away never to be seen again.....
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